So, today I have been very tearful. I think I am just anxious and a little stressed. I woke up today with two painful fever blisters on my top lip this morning...which made me cry. I tried to get dressed to run some errands in town, and all the shirts I put on were too short...so I cried.
I feel so lonely on my days off, and instead of resting like I should, I try to clean the house because I feel guilty that it looks so bad. But, then my back starts hurting or I get tired before I really even do much and I get upset.
Today I managed to vacuum and do some laundry and clean one bathroom from top to bottom. Then, when George came home to get ready to go to tonights game I cried when he was leaving. I also cried because George used the restroom in the bathroom that I had just cleaned....I know, I know, crazy huh? These hormones really suck....I want the baby to be healthy, but I am ready to feel good again. I know things will never be the same once Kyle is here, but I am looking forward to having a baby in the house. I want to be a great Mom and a wonderful wife. Right now I don't feel like I am being either. My friend had this posted on her blog and of course...when I read it I cried. I am just nervous about all I feel I need to live up too....
A newborn's conversation with God.
A baby asked God, "They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?"
God said, "Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you."
The child further inquired, "But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy."
God said, "Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you.
And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy."
Again the child asked, "And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?"
God said, "Your angel will tell you t he most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will
teach you how to speak."
"And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?"
God said, "Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray."
"Who will protect me?"
God said, "Your angel will defend you even if it means risking its life."
"But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore."
God said, "Your angel will always talk to you about Me and will teach you the way to come back to Me, even though I will always be next to you."
At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from Earth could be heard and the child hurriedly asked, "God, if I am to leave
now, please tell me my angel's name."
God said, "You will simply call her, "Mom."
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RELAX!! You're being the best mother/wife you can by taking care of yourself and that baby boy growing inside you!!! It's okay to cry, cry about everything - 'cause you have to admit when the tears are gone you feel better :)
When you finally meet that sweet baby boy, you'll really understand that ALL this was well worth it. You think you know that now, but just wait!
This is one of the greatest gifts God has given you. Relax, enjoy sitting and watching Kyle kick you. Enjoy your time to yourself. In a short time, all that will be gone. You're not going to miss it that much, but try to enjoy it while it last!!
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